Post by Kenzi Grey on Jun 24, 2017 4:06:50 GMT
GREY MATTER
The Official Blog of Kenzi Michaela Grey
23 June 2017
It’s been a LONG TIME since I have done one of these! Now that I am finally back in the States, there is no time like the present!
Decisions…Decisions
I better start with the TERRIBLE week of wrestling that I had a few weeks ago! Back to back losses on the same night in HUGE matches! I lose to the Queen of Part Time Appearances, Gabby Camacho in LAW and then I lose my Fucking Hardcore Title to Cass Baumer in FAW. All around, a terrible night for your girl.
I did my very best against Gabby, but I guess all the nights of me showing up for every show wrestling and entertaining the fans must have taken a HEAVY toll on me! Gabby was the fresher of the two of us, having enjoyed a schedule of showing up for LAW events once every other month! Hopefully one day I can get a part timer contract like that…assuming I get to keep the one I have…
Then over in FAW I not only LOST my Hardcore Title…but I also cost my Sarah the title that she so richly and rightfully deserved. I was stupid and got caught by Cass and because I was down and out, Sarah took her eyes off the prize and Cass capitalized. I have no one to blame but myself and that is what eats me up inside. In one fell swoop I not only disappointed my General Manager, Zooey Anderson, but I cost Sarah a loss as well.
I am not sure how to reconcile either of these. I mean, it’s not like anyone really expected me to win either of those matches…but I expected to win those matches…or at least not lose them…if that makes any sense. My 2017 started with a bang and for a while, it seemed like I was on the verge of changing my fortunes in this business…and just like THAT…I am sitting here wondering what comes next for me in this business. Do I buckle down and charge back into battle like Sarah wants me to…or do I finally get the hint and pack it in?
My head is telling me to quit…to focus on my movie career and do like my mother said. Leave wrestling to fighters like her and Sarah…but my heart tells me that I’m not done…that I can get back in the fight and I can outlast the part timers that breeze in and out on a whim; I can get back in the saddle and remind Zooey Anderson why she put so much faith in me! I can take a page out of Sarah’s book and fight for the respect that I have craved since the first day I laced up boots.
I don’t know if I will ever get what I want from the business…but I am going to take it by the throat and choke it until it finally gives me something…anything…I don’t even care what anymore…
Team Kickass
Following Sarah around the world has been one of my greatest pleasures. I love watching her fight...and…hate watching her fight. I love it when she wins…there is no greater high than seeing my Baby happy, but I hate when she is in the ring fighting for her life…literally. I have no choice but to be by her side as she fights the entire world, because we are a team…we are Team Kickass and we don’t leave the other behind…EVER!
In UKWF my Sarah got dealt a bad hand after knocking a stupid referee on his ass for making a bone headed call against her…that was kinda my fault a few weeks ago in England. Anyway, management decided to screw her and suspend us for one show. Well, Team Kickass flew back over the pond to jolly old England and we did what we had to do…we entertained the fans OUTSIDE the arena! We protested that bad call and eventually UKWF had no choice but to come out acknowledge us!
It’s nice to be appreciated…though I have a sinking suspicion that UKWF is looking to stick it to Team Kickass for hijacking the show. Well…they are going to find out that screwing with Team Kickass is a TERRIBLE idea! My Baby lives for the day that she gets to set someone on fire…and I live for the day that I can be the one to pass her the matches! I don’t know what UKWF has planned, but I know what Sarah and I have planned…Falcon Punch any and every one that stands in our way!
That Was Awkward
In FAW this weekend I am slated to face Adam Sanders…the man they call Awkward Adam. Now, those who know me know that I have NEVER wrestled a man one on one before. I honestly had no clue as to how to approach this match…so I decided I’d have a bit of fun with it and tease Adam about fighting girls. Well…I can only think of one time when an attempt at being funny turned out this terribly…and that is when Kramer from Seinfeld showed us all that being funny with a script didn’t translate to being funny on the comedy stage.
Long story short…Adam said he was quitting professional wrestling and then he disappeared, and I got blamed. Now…I didn’t want him to quit the sport…but I did want him to think twice about hitting me in our match. Before I knew it, I had Adam’s manager, Eddie Walker threatening to sue me and accusing me of threatening to assault him. He starts sending his client list after me and before long, I am three friends lighter in the form of Kenzie Rydell, Adrien Cochrane, and Stacy Sterling.
Honestly, I can kinda understand Kenzie turning on me if she thought that I was really trying to ruin her boyfriend’s career. However, I will counter with this; in this business we do a lot of things to hype ourselves and to hype our matches. If I pissed off Kenzie by telling Adam that he would be a woman beater if he hit me on Sunday…then that is a personal problem! If that was hurtful, they better never set foot in the ring with half of the bitches I have had to face in my career. Hurt feelings over a little ribbing will be the least of their worries.
I do NOT understand Adrien being as bitchy to me as he was, especially considering the fact that I defended him to Sarah and I bent over backwards to make sure that she would accept him as a brother, the same way I had! Well, I suppose the old friendship highway is really just a fucking one way street with him. I guess that is what I get for siding against Sarah after she told me over and over that he was just a good-for-nothing deadbeat! As soon as he got what he wanted from me, he couldn’t wait to kick me to the curve. Hopefully that I not what is in store for Stacy.
Speaking of Stacy…well…this bugs me the most, not that she and I have ever had the best relationship. She doesn’t really talk to me unless she’s pretty much forced to do it just to be polite. She has always ignored the majority of what I have had to say, and while that did bug me…I found out that maybe I was better off being ignored. You see, I can take a lot of crap…like a superhuman amount of crap…but what I can’t take is when someone lies about me. Trust me, I have done more than enough bad stuff in my life without people making up shit about me. Stacy has fuck-all to say to me for months, then out of the blue, she’s accusing me of threatening to burn down her boyfriend’s house! WHAT THE FUCK?! I should have known that Adrien wasn’t man enough to set her straight, since he already proved that he’s not only the Dropkick Kick, but he is also the Drama King!
Honestly…good riddance to the bunch of them! The only one I’ll really miss is Adrien because I really and truly believed that he was a good guy. I risked my relationship with Sarah by putting my reputation on the line for him…and I couldn’t have been more wrong if I had tried! That is the LAST time I don’t believe my Baby when she tells me how it is with someone!
Now…that leads me back to Sunday and my match…or lack of a match with Adam. I don’t know if he’ll be found before Sunday or if his lame ass lawyer, Steven Nair (like the hair remover) really did put out a warrant for my arrest. All I know is this…after seeing everyone’s true colors on Thursday night…if Adam does show up to that arena…he better hope that he is one hell of a fucking woman beater because I’m gonna be a man eater and I am going to chew him up and spit him out! All I wanted to do was to have a little fun and hype up a match with some fun banter, but since fun is now officially off the table…I will settle for violence!
I’ll see you on Sunday…but you better hope I don’t!
Okay, that’s enough for tonight! Sarah wants me to watch stupid ass Star Wars, so I guess we are doing nerd shit now! BYE!
The Official Blog of Kenzi Michaela Grey
23 June 2017
It’s been a LONG TIME since I have done one of these! Now that I am finally back in the States, there is no time like the present!
Decisions…Decisions
I better start with the TERRIBLE week of wrestling that I had a few weeks ago! Back to back losses on the same night in HUGE matches! I lose to the Queen of Part Time Appearances, Gabby Camacho in LAW and then I lose my Fucking Hardcore Title to Cass Baumer in FAW. All around, a terrible night for your girl.
I did my very best against Gabby, but I guess all the nights of me showing up for every show wrestling and entertaining the fans must have taken a HEAVY toll on me! Gabby was the fresher of the two of us, having enjoyed a schedule of showing up for LAW events once every other month! Hopefully one day I can get a part timer contract like that…assuming I get to keep the one I have…
Then over in FAW I not only LOST my Hardcore Title…but I also cost my Sarah the title that she so richly and rightfully deserved. I was stupid and got caught by Cass and because I was down and out, Sarah took her eyes off the prize and Cass capitalized. I have no one to blame but myself and that is what eats me up inside. In one fell swoop I not only disappointed my General Manager, Zooey Anderson, but I cost Sarah a loss as well.
I am not sure how to reconcile either of these. I mean, it’s not like anyone really expected me to win either of those matches…but I expected to win those matches…or at least not lose them…if that makes any sense. My 2017 started with a bang and for a while, it seemed like I was on the verge of changing my fortunes in this business…and just like THAT…I am sitting here wondering what comes next for me in this business. Do I buckle down and charge back into battle like Sarah wants me to…or do I finally get the hint and pack it in?
My head is telling me to quit…to focus on my movie career and do like my mother said. Leave wrestling to fighters like her and Sarah…but my heart tells me that I’m not done…that I can get back in the fight and I can outlast the part timers that breeze in and out on a whim; I can get back in the saddle and remind Zooey Anderson why she put so much faith in me! I can take a page out of Sarah’s book and fight for the respect that I have craved since the first day I laced up boots.
I don’t know if I will ever get what I want from the business…but I am going to take it by the throat and choke it until it finally gives me something…anything…I don’t even care what anymore…
Team Kickass
Following Sarah around the world has been one of my greatest pleasures. I love watching her fight...and…hate watching her fight. I love it when she wins…there is no greater high than seeing my Baby happy, but I hate when she is in the ring fighting for her life…literally. I have no choice but to be by her side as she fights the entire world, because we are a team…we are Team Kickass and we don’t leave the other behind…EVER!
In UKWF my Sarah got dealt a bad hand after knocking a stupid referee on his ass for making a bone headed call against her…that was kinda my fault a few weeks ago in England. Anyway, management decided to screw her and suspend us for one show. Well, Team Kickass flew back over the pond to jolly old England and we did what we had to do…we entertained the fans OUTSIDE the arena! We protested that bad call and eventually UKWF had no choice but to come out acknowledge us!
It’s nice to be appreciated…though I have a sinking suspicion that UKWF is looking to stick it to Team Kickass for hijacking the show. Well…they are going to find out that screwing with Team Kickass is a TERRIBLE idea! My Baby lives for the day that she gets to set someone on fire…and I live for the day that I can be the one to pass her the matches! I don’t know what UKWF has planned, but I know what Sarah and I have planned…Falcon Punch any and every one that stands in our way!
That Was Awkward
In FAW this weekend I am slated to face Adam Sanders…the man they call Awkward Adam. Now, those who know me know that I have NEVER wrestled a man one on one before. I honestly had no clue as to how to approach this match…so I decided I’d have a bit of fun with it and tease Adam about fighting girls. Well…I can only think of one time when an attempt at being funny turned out this terribly…and that is when Kramer from Seinfeld showed us all that being funny with a script didn’t translate to being funny on the comedy stage.
Long story short…Adam said he was quitting professional wrestling and then he disappeared, and I got blamed. Now…I didn’t want him to quit the sport…but I did want him to think twice about hitting me in our match. Before I knew it, I had Adam’s manager, Eddie Walker threatening to sue me and accusing me of threatening to assault him. He starts sending his client list after me and before long, I am three friends lighter in the form of Kenzie Rydell, Adrien Cochrane, and Stacy Sterling.
Honestly, I can kinda understand Kenzie turning on me if she thought that I was really trying to ruin her boyfriend’s career. However, I will counter with this; in this business we do a lot of things to hype ourselves and to hype our matches. If I pissed off Kenzie by telling Adam that he would be a woman beater if he hit me on Sunday…then that is a personal problem! If that was hurtful, they better never set foot in the ring with half of the bitches I have had to face in my career. Hurt feelings over a little ribbing will be the least of their worries.
I do NOT understand Adrien being as bitchy to me as he was, especially considering the fact that I defended him to Sarah and I bent over backwards to make sure that she would accept him as a brother, the same way I had! Well, I suppose the old friendship highway is really just a fucking one way street with him. I guess that is what I get for siding against Sarah after she told me over and over that he was just a good-for-nothing deadbeat! As soon as he got what he wanted from me, he couldn’t wait to kick me to the curve. Hopefully that I not what is in store for Stacy.
Speaking of Stacy…well…this bugs me the most, not that she and I have ever had the best relationship. She doesn’t really talk to me unless she’s pretty much forced to do it just to be polite. She has always ignored the majority of what I have had to say, and while that did bug me…I found out that maybe I was better off being ignored. You see, I can take a lot of crap…like a superhuman amount of crap…but what I can’t take is when someone lies about me. Trust me, I have done more than enough bad stuff in my life without people making up shit about me. Stacy has fuck-all to say to me for months, then out of the blue, she’s accusing me of threatening to burn down her boyfriend’s house! WHAT THE FUCK?! I should have known that Adrien wasn’t man enough to set her straight, since he already proved that he’s not only the Dropkick Kick, but he is also the Drama King!
Honestly…good riddance to the bunch of them! The only one I’ll really miss is Adrien because I really and truly believed that he was a good guy. I risked my relationship with Sarah by putting my reputation on the line for him…and I couldn’t have been more wrong if I had tried! That is the LAST time I don’t believe my Baby when she tells me how it is with someone!
Now…that leads me back to Sunday and my match…or lack of a match with Adam. I don’t know if he’ll be found before Sunday or if his lame ass lawyer, Steven Nair (like the hair remover) really did put out a warrant for my arrest. All I know is this…after seeing everyone’s true colors on Thursday night…if Adam does show up to that arena…he better hope that he is one hell of a fucking woman beater because I’m gonna be a man eater and I am going to chew him up and spit him out! All I wanted to do was to have a little fun and hype up a match with some fun banter, but since fun is now officially off the table…I will settle for violence!
I’ll see you on Sunday…but you better hope I don’t!
Okay, that’s enough for tonight! Sarah wants me to watch stupid ass Star Wars, so I guess we are doing nerd shit now! BYE!
